| an update, what the heck |
[Jul. 31st, 2007|03:41 pm] |
ive been in the big city for about 3 weeks. 3 weeks is enough to make me feel worthless and unfulfilled. and so, i am running away again, with strangers this time, back to quebec. 47 days (says the facebook countdown) till i get out of this country and exchange it for france.
i feel as though i have all the potential, but none of the connections. hence no job and no desire to continue searching.
i'm not quite sure how it will be this time. i'll deal with each transition one by one. quebec, estonia, france and then god only knows. but i have no desire to return here, although i think eventually i will be left with no choice. |
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| wtf? |
[Mar. 16th, 2007|10:42 am] |
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[Mar. 14th, 2007|09:26 pm] |
womans studies class has brought me to the point where i sit wishing i was born with a penis and a name like Charles.
10 more days spend at glendon. goodbye, im graduating. |
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[Mar. 12th, 2007|11:01 am] |
1. i had an interview in french today. in between the ahhhh, ummm, donc, maybe he could piece together the sentence fragments.
2. 3 more fucking weeks
3. i want to visit connie in NYC this summer. she replied and she will be there. before that goes down i need money
4. i made popcorn at glendon yesterday. burned my middle finger. now: a white bubble right underneath my nail.
5. i am currently skipping class. its my perogative to choose what i want to do with my life.
6. i brought ivana tulips last night. we always have flowers to give.
7. at midi i will chat with french boy.
8. i told my mom johnny is gay. she asked. its pretty obvious.
9. andre is on march break, and i am not liking it. i like my quiet time.
10. i have a dossier on a quebecois movie director that i do not like. i have to do this all day today.
11. i currently miss long train rides, good conversation and beauty of being crammed up in small spaces. |
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[Mar. 9th, 2007|04:12 pm] |
got my grad pics done today. nothing over the top, woke up with an hour to get ready. stayed in bed for a while, making that less. dont really care, if they suck thats too bad, its not like im going to buy them anyhow.
a whole lot of people got all dressed up, hair curled, eyelashes thick with black ink.
my hormones are on the excessive side at this point in time and i have gotten angy twice in the past 24 hours. yesterday night i waited for my dad for half an hour in the cold at 10:30pm at Glendon. my phone was dead and having no other way to reach him i hopped around trying to keep warm. found a payphone- he's still at home, as calm as ever: he forgot. what an excuse.
mom wouldnt shut up with her racist comments today. i snapped at her, at a certain point i cant tolerate.
im going to the ballet today. taking a flock of 1o year olds as part of my work. wont be too bad, although im so sleep deprived these days.
3 more weeks, i keep crossing off the days one by one, i want to speed up the process. |
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| jacomina |
[Feb. 21st, 2007|10:54 pm] |
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a classmate is getting engaged. in the libraray, behind the bookcases, we covered our mouths and waved our hands. i remembered how diana used to say she would marry just for a classy lastname. an italian one. |
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[Feb. 21st, 2007|10:41 pm] |
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cette chanson m;a fait pleurer (il y a un an) |
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| king me |
[Feb. 18th, 2007|12:20 am] |
smoke clouds vision
i kill off your white knights one by one
concentration and the lack there of
i cant sleep yet
i leave for japan april 11. bringing my high heels and funky shirts. hah.
flowers came yesterday with my name on them. my brain isnt functioning. watched dangerous liasons- like cruel intentions only less sluty. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2007|12:04 am] |
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im in a very strange mood. its almost fake, but i'm not doing it on purpose. |
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